Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Venting.

Well. It was bound to happen...

In the past week or so, I've finally come to realize I'm only really happy in two daily classes: Biology and Algebra 1. The four classes I'm required to take everyday would be, in order, Biology, History, Algebra 1, and band.

First, I'll explain why I enjoy my two honors classes this semester. I love them because they are the classes my undeniably true friends are in. I can turn around and say the most random thing and a conversation would bloom out of nowhere. There I feel comfortable, happy, welcome, and wanted.

Next, we will discuss history. I feel very out of place and uncomfortable here. The only 1 (or 2) person (or people) I thought I could hold a reasonably happy conversation and be myself around have turned on me. One will try to involve me in the conversation, but I don't like the others involved. They despise me as much as I detest them. (Note to those I'm referring to: Guess what; if you can't figure it out, our feeling of hatred is quite mutual.)

On another note, I care what others say. It bothers to me to the point I'll over think of it and just sit and cry. Pathetic, I know. Though, regardless of my feelings, I will NOT change for anyone. I am who I am and nobody can change that. I'm just so used to those around me not having negative feelings toward me. For one, usually when people don't like me just by my appearance they have the decency to just avoid me.

Very immature. I know.

As I currently write this (for the draft was written in 2nd block), they are carrying a conversation about the skate park. Blah.

Now for band. I used to always feel comfortable, loved, and happy. I love playing my horn and I enjoy the music we play. It proposes a challenge and it gives me pride and hope for my future.

Looking back now, I wasn't happy. I was simply going through the motions.

My love of music may not be enough to keep me in this particular class. I'm tired of looking on either side of me and seeing two backs. Conversations all around. I'm the shadow of the room. As Jesse would say, 'Its just depressing.'

Well... Even if I'm not happy, its not a for sure decision. I don't want to drop it, but we'll just have to see.

As for history; there's nothing I can do. I'll just have to wait (and hope) I'll get Mr. Bailey's class next year with all my friends..

Just 8 more weeks...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Just random pictures I found on the camera


Sigh... That would be my brother and I. It could have been worse, I suppose.


I've been told I have some funny faces. I can just assume that this is one of them.


This is just a condemed little house that I thought was adorable. :D


Like his pillow? We call it Willis!


It was indeed very cold.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Blue hat?

So... My EVIL math teacher requested that we do this assignment that we had to figure out what kind of HAT some kid was wearing.

It took FOREVER to understand. It took my teacher, Coach Sanderson, months to figure it out apparently. It took me 2 hours. Then I shared my findings with all my friends.

Free Friday! Here I come!! :D

Sunday, March 21, 2010

And I thought I was dumb... xD

This is a list of comments from test papers, essays, etc., submitted to science and health teachers by elementary, junior high, high school, and college students. The spellings are the original ones.

1. H2O is hot water, and CO2 is cold water.

2. To collect fumes of sulphur, hold a deacon over a flame in a test tube.

3. When you smell an oderless gas, it is probably carbon monoxide.

4. Water is composed of two gins, Oxygin and Hydrogin. Oxygin is pure gin. Hydrogin is water and gin.

5. A super saturated solution is one that holds more than it can hold.

6. Liter: A nest of young puppies.

7. Magnet: Something you find crawling all over a dead cat.

8. Momentum: What you give a person when they are going away.

9. Vacuum: A large, empty space where the pope lives.

10. The pistol of the flower is its only protection against insects.

11. A fossil is an extinct animal. The older it is, the more extinct it is.

12. To remove dust from the eye, pull the eye down over the nose.

13. For a nosebleed: Put the nose much lower that the heart until the heart stops.

14. For head colds: use an agonizer to spray the nose until it drops in your throat.

15. Germinate: To become a naturalized German.

16. The tides are a fight between the Earth and moon. All water tends towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight.

17. Blood flows down one leg and up the other.

(I found this on another site. I did not have to look hard.)

Friday, March 19, 2010

AEA

Today, it dawned on me that we don't have school Monday. :O

I was just sitting there playing Rock Band and I spazzed... This was after I had a fit because the battery died.

Anyway. Spring Break has been very nice... Mother and Hunter seem to be a lot happier and I've found a new addiction :D Sadly, Paper Mario will just have to wait. xD

Uh oh... Ghost Adventures is on and I don't want to be online anymore.

Buh-bye.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Its either really funny or I'm crazy.

So it would be 3:30 in the morning and I'm EXHAUSTED! I didn't do ANYTHING! today... I just feel real shaky from all the caffine and sugar I consumed. At least everything seems funny :D

If at first you don't succeed, distroy all the evidence that you tried.

Today was certainly strange. I woke up and I was rather down in the dumps because our black lab had ran away the day before. I didn't bother to get out of my PJ's or anything. I went upstairs, microwaved pancakes, and read a little bit. I then grew tired of being upstairs and retreated the the 'level' part of the house.

I was still quite tired for I had attempted to stay awake with Katie. I failed miserably. But I layed on the couch and started playing Paper Mario. I found my addiction was back and I played it as a distraction. Then mother's cell phone went off. With the lyrics to 'Single Ladies' playing she rushed and answered the phone.

Long behold, it was a man (William of course) had found Willis playing with his dog. Hunter then came running downstairs to tell me. I perked out and realized I was a mess. When mother and Hunter left to pick him up, I got in the shower and got ready for the day... Even though it was 3 in the afternoon.

When they returned with the mutt, I entered the room with a smile and a 'WELCOME HOME, STUPID!'. I was asked to give him a bath and I did as I was told. He surprisingly just WALKED into the tub, when I usually get a workout trying to get him into it. But he did just fine. He got cleaned up and I let him lose to wander the house. He went back upstairs and plopped onto the floor and passed out for the rest of the day. I guess he was quite tired. Or just bummed to be back with us. Oh well. He'll learn.

After that we went to Fred's where a cat bit me. I laughed all the way home.

Then I made cookies and had a mocha or two. I was wired. I STILL am, but its cool. Today was great, but it had its fails. Tomorrow we plan on going to Boone :D

I hope Spring will be better than winter. *crosses fingers*

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I need a job...

Okay, today was a normal day. I got up, got on the bus, went to school, attempted to get caught up with my work, and even found out where I stand with some people.

But what really made it awesome is that I talked mother into letting me go to Pizza Hut with Ema and Keith. I was nervous at first because I had a feeling Keith hated me and what not, but I went anyway. It was a so much fun!

We got the corner booth and the lady came to take our orders. I got a large pizza because the only way I could go was if I would get something that I could bring back for mother and Hunter. So when our food got there I looked like some obese kid xD.

While we were waiting and eating, there were kids that wouldn't stop screaming and were running around. Ema then brought up a kid we saw in the hall earlier that day. As we discussed past events they eventually left and the mother came to apologize. We were like 'Its okay.' But we couldn't help but laugh.

When they left we noticed that everybody there seemed to know each other. I felt very out of place, but I guess Ema and Keith did too. Then more people came and they all seemed to know each other and were yelling at each other. I mean they were like 5 feet from each other. Anyway. It was indeed very fun. I hope to do that again soon. :)

Then after that Ema wanted to go to Wal-Mart just for the fun of it so I was like 'Okay, let me ask mother.' and I messaged her as we sat in the parking lot. When mother replayed and said she wanted me back BEFORE 8 I said okay and another adventure began.

On our way inside we started splashing each other with the water in the parking lot. We got a few looks, but it was worth it. When we got inside we went straight to the toy section. There we played with the Nerf swords a bit and it was just fun. Then somebody came up with the idea for hide and seek.

Keith was it first and me and Ema just took off. We went in a Ziggy-zag and eventually were caught on our way to the garden center. Then Keith had somebody call him and Ema and I took off again. Ema went somewhere and I just went in a opposite direction and I won. I had to tell them where I was at. (In the fake flower section by the way.)

After that we decided we would walk around a bit before we left. When we did leave we had to go to McDonald's to get apple pies for Ema's mother and got a ice cream. It was alright. Then I went home.

Moral of this story... I need a job...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Reggi

So.. I found a sharpie... Its very pretty. Its just sitting there and I swear its talking to me. I love sharpies. Its black. I can color a dinosaur! But Joey would have my head.

I still love my sharpie. Maybe I'll color the sidewalk or Wal-Mart floor tomorrow.

If I'm not already busted by the FBI... Oh well, I know somebody that would bail me out :)

I'm gonna go color with Reggi the Sharpie.

Bye. :D

Friday, March 5, 2010

Blogger... Popular?

So, I've willingly come to the computer lab during 3rd block algebra. I wasn't aware I would be able to get on Blogger, but Dustin pointed out we could. (No Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, ect..)
We've come to a conclusion we want to make Blogger more popular among our less than advanced community. It'll be fun! :D

Thursday, March 4, 2010

When children play on 431...

So.. I'm quite confused. I can't tell HOW I actually feel. I'm a bit upset, but at the same time I want to go outside and laugh at the world. Not because it did anything, but because it let me in. ha ha! This will be fun...

So, yesterday I drove Mother to some auto shop and to Staples. The auto shop was fine I guess. When we left there, I was afraid to pull out onto 431 so I waited for the light. Even thought I had like a MILLION times to go. Oh well. I didn't crash, I guess that's all that counts. Anyway, at Staples I saw this one guy that look EXACTLY like Albert Einstein. Which is ironic because we saw him in the production of EUREKA just a week prior. Anyway, he was a butt. We then left and I drove home. Almost wrecked at a stupid intersection. (Who came up with that anyway? How much do you want to bet he died there himself? Serves him RIGHT!!) Then on the back road a Patterson (Surprise, surprise) tried to kill me once again. I avoided a head on collision, but I broke down later that day. lol And THESE are the kind of thinks I'll remember when I'm old and senile.

And today we did the DUMBEST thing in school. They were doing AHGE again today. but instead of staying in first block for 3 or so hours, we went to second block. It was alright I guess. I had a LOT of notes to copy, but thankfully the homophobe put in a movie so I could work in peace. But instead of staying there the remaing time (to 11:16) we had a 20 minute break, went to 1st block for 10 minutes, and then spent the remaining time in second. It was quite strange. Why not just give us a break and let us go straight back to second? It would make more sense.

To add to all this, just a little while ago I was talking to Dustin about how to make blogger more popular. We have come to agree we would play special and run crazy in the middle of 431. This will be fun...

Well now I feel as if i need to get up and do something. The house is actually starting to bother me... WHATS GOING IN THE EMPTY VOID I CALL MY MIND?!?!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Day 3: EPIC Fail....

So... I proved I can't go very long without talking. But I'm glad to say it actually accomplished something.

It started out by me waking up in the morning. I REALLY didn't want to get up, but I did anyway. I grabbed my clarinet and beginner book for Savannah wanted to learn to play one. So then I rushed out the door only to be greeted by a troll and her minions. Of course I avoided the situation by pulling out my mp3 and blaring one of my loudest, most vulgarity inspired song. I boarded the bus with 'EFF THAT!' playing obnoxiously loud. I feel bad for Coach, but he must understand. Anyway, I sat in my regular seat and continued to listen and ignored to all else around me. Chris had been texting me and he seemed relatively perky.

Eventually Ema got on and we had a semi conversation. At the time I was thinking 'Its just the bus, this doesn't count'. Then we got to Whitesboro and the Troll attempted to talk to us again and like usual Julie comes to our rescue. We get on the second bus and of course it gets the seat behind us and tries to hold ANOTHER conversation. I had already put up my mp3 to talk to Ema, but she still had hers and she let me listen so I wouldn't have to pay attention. Thats about it for the bus.

I got to school started the regular routine, but CHEY was back and I just had so much to tell her! And so according to Dusty I talked and talked and talked and TALKED! Maybe I did, but it was fun :)

So I figure I'm going to make this 'My Days of Silence' and annual thing. CONGRATULATIONS! YOU HAVE JUST WITNESSED THE VERY FIRST ANNUAL MY DAYS OF SILENCE!!!
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Have a nice day :)

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Day 2: WTF?


Day two of my 'Days of Silence'. Yes, I admit that it wasn't my best day, but I'm still adjusting. I woke up this morning and it was SNOWING!! In ALA-FREAKIN-BAMA!! It was weird. I knew right then today wasn't going to be normal. I went to the bus, sat in the snow for eh 3 minutes, got on the bus, yelled at some children (which didn't count), Ignored some chick that wanted to talk to me, scared same chick away, got off bus, tried to steal a Monster (all the while not talking), then I went to first block. We were doing a biology thing where we make models of DNA and it was just too hard to do without talking so I took that block off. We were in there a while due to graduation exams and at about 8:30 we had to go and sign up for our classes for next year. (I got all honors and drivers ed btw) I talked there as well because I needed to discuss schedule crap with my friends and what not. Then when we got into 3rd block I just decided I was gonna talk to my friends because this was the first day Coach Sanderson didn't give us anything (well hardly anything) to do. Then in 4th block I ignored one person, talked a little to Ivy and yelled a little at some others. It was definitely interesting and I hope I can fix my 'talking issue' soon. (If you haven't figured it out, that is me. Do you see the scary eyes in the back? That would be Buttons.)

Monday, March 1, 2010

Day 1: So far, so good.


So today was day 1 of 'My Days of Silence'. It went fairly well. It was difficult staying quiet all day only to think that it only continues tomorrow. Fudge. Hahaha, well I admit, I talked twice today. Once during 3rd block, but I was helping Ema with her Algebra. And once in 4th block because I was showing somebody where we were in the music and I had to ask for help. BUT IT WAS OF EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES ONLY!!! They don't count. Anyway, I hope I continue to do well and get my point across. Maybe 'superstar' will figure it out eventually. Blah.
Oh, Yea, and Matt was a pizza today!!

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